"The hell of it"

There are just days that you really wish you didn't have to live. Getting bad news when you were hoping for good news is a major bummer. I tend to build things up, really hope for the best. I think to myself, maybe this is my lucky break, finally maybe it's gonna happen. And then it doesn't.... And I think what really is wrong is how you can spend days floating on cloud nine and feeling really good about it. Then only to get it shot down in a just a matter of a few seconds... a few seconds.

Somethings just don't work out. No matter how much you want them to or how perfect things seem.

And that... is the hell of it.